strange days indeed

there are those days
when i feel limited
haunted by my past
scared of my future
stuck in myself

there are those days
when i feel depraved
rotten from the inside
broken forever
guilty of being alive

there are those days
when i feel ashamed
for what i think
for what i thought
for what i did
and for what i did not do

these are those days
when i feel troubled
worried they will never end
wishing they would end
without ending me