Looking back at all those years
Cheers,
after reading all my (sometimes crappy) blog entries I think I gotta put an end to some things.
'Though I never thought it can actually be that easy, my life changed within a blink of an eye. Almost 6 months ago I was drunk like I've been a lot in those days - you just got to drown some problems you can't cope with. But whatever. That one evening there was this gorgeous fascinating girl my roommate is friends with. We went out to party together and since that day/weekend we're a couple. And all of a sudden things tend to look more easy. Screw the past - who needs it anyways. It builds your character but you just cannot change it - so why bother thinking about it all the time. You need to live in the present or you're not living at all.
I still got some issues to deal with. But whatever - everyone does.
Maybe someone of those who will actually read this will know that I got the words "Nie wieder" tattooed on my arm. Back when I got them tattooed they were meant to remind me not to go through such a wasting relationship again I had just gone through. But nowadays I know what these words are really meant to tell me. "Never get too close to some inner self of yours again. It's bad and evil and you don't want to become such close friends again. It almost killed you."
Amazing how things developed...
And now something for the record - today it's almost exactly a year that I quit smoking weed and I still think it's been one of the best ideas I ever had.
Well, this kinda sums things up.
Have a nice rest,
tlx.
after reading all my (sometimes crappy) blog entries I think I gotta put an end to some things.
'Though I never thought it can actually be that easy, my life changed within a blink of an eye. Almost 6 months ago I was drunk like I've been a lot in those days - you just got to drown some problems you can't cope with. But whatever. That one evening there was this gorgeous fascinating girl my roommate is friends with. We went out to party together and since that day/weekend we're a couple. And all of a sudden things tend to look more easy. Screw the past - who needs it anyways. It builds your character but you just cannot change it - so why bother thinking about it all the time. You need to live in the present or you're not living at all.
I still got some issues to deal with. But whatever - everyone does.
Maybe someone of those who will actually read this will know that I got the words "Nie wieder" tattooed on my arm. Back when I got them tattooed they were meant to remind me not to go through such a wasting relationship again I had just gone through. But nowadays I know what these words are really meant to tell me. "Never get too close to some inner self of yours again. It's bad and evil and you don't want to become such close friends again. It almost killed you."
Amazing how things developed...
And now something for the record - today it's almost exactly a year that I quit smoking weed and I still think it's been one of the best ideas I ever had.
Well, this kinda sums things up.
Have a nice rest,
tlx.
