fix the sky a little

damn, i don't know what to think - where to be - how to breathe...

there's so much stuff going on in my head that i don't even dare to pick one straight. something (or someone) is fighting against something that doesn't have any form or name. maybe it's not even existing at all. but it troubles me. can the past fight the present?

if there's something hidden underneath a giant pile of soil (we may call it past) can it fight the "free" something in the present? do i have to dig it up to see what it actually is? do i want to? do i dare?